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| Credits to her. |
People are people. We can't change them for who they are. I've been crying a lot lately. And it is all because of my own dumbness. I'm sorry for blaming you. I know it's my fault. Maybe I was too stressed lately. Or maybe because of this period thingy. And honestly, we're really are in a complicated relationship. And I knew what's the problem. Jealousy. I got jealous easily especially when the girl tries to attract his attention and act like a bitch. Can't you get your own life? For other people, they may see it as a friendship. But for me, it's like the girl was bitching around; like only wants to play with his heart.
Frankly, I hate this feeling of insecure. All you wanna do is cry, although it wasn't a though situation. I cried every time I think of him. I know that you're hurt. But please understand that I'm hurt too. I didn't mean to hurt you, I swear to God. I know I'm wrong. Please, I just need some time to chill and relax my mind. I'm sorry for not replying your chats, cause every time I read that, tears start to fall on my cheek. At this moment, I know that I was supposed to have fun and forget all about love thingy. But how can I probably do that when my heart broke into pieces? I just need some time, please.