He's been ignoring me. Does that mean anything? I hope not. I hate this feeling of insecure. All I do know is listening so ballads and break up songs. Why can't I move on? Why can't I be like every single ladies out there? There must be something wrong about me.
♫I told you to be more happy by meeting a person better than me. But why do you keep waiting for me like a fool, don’t make it hard on me anymore♫
Ah, ballads, never fail to make me cry. Maybe I should move on. Or maybe keep waiting for you like a fool would be a better choice. Maybe.
I hate myself for not getting over you. I tried to open my heart for other guys out there, but I couldn't. You're so mean to me, why? But I guess you don't have that space in your heart for me anymore. Maybe it didn't even happened. What if all of this was actually a dream, and meeting you was a part of this horrible dream, too? It's my fault. I shouldn't have been this in love with you. He's a jerk, Iyazi, he's indeed a jerk. You said it was for me, for the best of me. But why am I crying? Tell me why. I need an answer, billions if can.