Pejam celik pejam celik, dah sebulan aku couple dengan dia. Nothing much happened, just dramas behind these laugh I had these days. I don't feel like writing in full English in this entry, might be rojak with bahasa.
It all started masa Zaty kenalkan aku dengan dia. I have a boyfriend at that time. So I told Zaty that kalau nak berkenalan aku okay je. So she gave my phone number to him. At first lah kan, it is quite awkward bila texting dengan kawan baru. It's something that I never experienced before. It started with a simple hi. He said he wanted to befriend with me. Since that day, tiap-tiap masa mesti texting je. Lama jugak aku tunggu sampai dia confess that he likes me. 9th April 2012, 9.31 p.m. The exact date and time we started to become a couple.
During this one month period, tons of dramas happened. Kalau nak diikutkan, one month ni actually a very short period. Selalu juga aku bermonolog sendiri. Orang lain dah survive sampai bertahun-tahun, kau baru sebulan. Hmm, itulah one of the contoh monolog yang aku reka sendiri dalam alam fantasi aku. Actually, bukan mudah untuk survive dalam satu-satu relationship. Kalau kedua-dua orang dalam relationship tu understanding, tak pernah miscommunication and sincerely love each other, of course la relationship mereka kekal lama, or maybe sampai ke jinjang pelamin. But for those who yang banyak masalah dalam tempoh relationship dorang, that relationship they had may not kekal lama, like mine lah kan.
To be honest, aku cemburu bila lihat pasangan yang boleh kekalkan relationship dorang for years. The simplest and the closest example is Zaty. She had a relationship with this one boy for more than 2 years. Seriously memang aku jealous. But aku kena fikir, ada hikmah disebalik setiap apa yang berlaku ke atas aku. Maybe it all happened because Tuhan nak tunjukkan aku something, something yang tersurat dan tersirat.
Oh well, time is rolling and there's no time to wait..or waste. Toodles.