Sunday, July 31, 2011

Ahlan wasahlan, ya Ramadhan

Thank you Allah for giving me chance to live in this world. 14 years' not a short period. I've been living for that whole 14 years and alhamdulillah, I've not face any though challenges throughout my life. Wait, does that mean that I have not worship enough to Him? Maybe. No, yes. I need to worship more. Ya Allah, please open my heart to receive any of your hidayah. Yes, I really need it and I will do whatever it takes to obtain it. Amin.





Yesterday, second month I'm with Mohamad Amree. It's hard to believe actually if I recall the time I was with Halim. Our relationship lasted only for 3 weeks. Funny eh? I also thought that funny. But that was wayyy after I cried so badly and barely pulling out my hair after breaking up with him. And now, we've became good friends. Not best, but good lah.


Now, have you ever heard of a girl (13+) whom never leave a single day on fasting month? Eventhough there are some girls whom didn't have their period yet, you (guys) should've known that majority of the girls actually have their periods on fasting month. So what's wrong with understanding we girls that we are on our periods? Don't make joke about this. This is serious.


Oh my God, and why did I even talk about craps again. Does this post make any sense? I guess a big no will be given I asked people that question. Well, moving to the next crap, I started today with a sad mood. And you know what, I almost break up with Amree. Why? Well, I was stupid enough to ask for a break up. He didn't want it at first. But I think he finally gave up after almost an hour I tried to make him wanna break up with me. And so, almost 10 minutes after the break up, I ask him for us to be a couple again. Okay, I know this sounds stupid, right? Well, this is me. Hot and cold. 


So in a conjunction of this holy month, I would like to make NEW resolution. I know I made one list of resolution last month, but I had not satisfied yet. The average of me doing those things was slim to none. Okay now, here's the new resolution:


1.Worship more to God
2. Less eating
3. Study more
4. Less frowning, more smiling
5. No more tears
6. Learn how to cook
7. Get a guy best friend


Those resolutions seemed familiar, right? Sorry for rewriting the same crap. But what can I say, deal with it Punk. Okay, thank you for stopping by and reading this whole crap. Have a nice Ramadhan to Muslims!