Save me, San Francisco #2
Please, give me a break. My life had been though for me lately. I'm in dilemma, could someone please help me to cope with this? No? Oh well, I knew that would happen. But I am really stressed out, like my head about to explode and my brain will crash and splash about. Feeling like pulling out all my hair. Can I do that? No? Okay, thanks for caring about me.
Now, I wanna ask you a question. What would you do if you were stuck between two persons? For me, if you are really in love with the first person, you wouldn't fall for the second one, aite? But what if you suddenly misses the first person so badly after breaking his/her heart choosing the second person? I confess, it is a confusing question. A little not loyal pun ada. I fell for the second person, but I did not yet break up with the first person. That's why I'm asking you what would you do if you stuck in that kind of situation. I don't want to make a regretful choice.To be frank, I'm not being me for this whole week. I didn't knew who had I became. A whore? A slut? A bitch? Maybe.
Sometimes, I kinda annoyed by me friends' attitude. What happened to 'Friendship lasts forever' or maybe 'Friends are more important than anything'? I really miss it when friendship are everything. And all this would happen because of stupid, selfish, ungrateful boys. I mean, why should friends become foe only because of boys? Tell me why. I need to know. I think it is really childish and immature for friends to fought because of boys. Hello! They're boys. They'll do whatever stupid and selfish things only for their good. Please, don't fall for their trap.
And now, I don't feel like writing any story. Sorry for writing crap stories in this blog. I actually don't wanna expose to the whole world about my personal life. This is a blog, not diary. If you somehow wanna tell to the whole world about you crap life, save it to someone who cares. You write stories about you boyfriend? Well, I used to write lots about him. But then I realized that when I broke up with him, would that make any sense now? No, aite? Cause all that's left was faded memories, that can only bring you up to tears. Save the tears for someone who worth it, kerana dirimu begitu berharga.